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“Merle Haggard reflects on the defining tragedy of his life and career, admitting, ‘Things might have been different—maybe better.’”

Behind the Meaning of Merle Haggard's 1969 Anti-Vietnam Protest Song "Okie From Muskogee"

Introduction:

Before there was the outlaw country movement, there was Merle Haggard, a California transplant via Oklahoma who spent his teen years in and out of juvenile detention centers for forging checks, robbery, truancy, and petty larceny. The “Okie from Muskogee” singer traced this sense of waywardness back to one pivotal moment: the death of his father, James Haggard.

In May 2016, one month after the country icon died, Rolling Stone published a feature on Merle that included his recollection of discovering his father sitting at home, having just suffered a stroke. “Before I even got to the yard, I could tell something was wrong. I tried to ignore a chill I felt coming up my back. Then I saw him. He was sitting in the shadows in the big chair. I could see tears running down his cheeks. I’d never seen my Daddy cry before.” James had a stroke while driving and managed to make it the rest of the way home. But his health failed quickly after that.

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James suffered two brain hemorrhages following his stroke, the second of which killed him. “Something went out of my world that I was never able to replace,” Merle later said. “I began to realize that things would have been different, maybe better, if he’d lived.” It’s impossible to know what might have happened had James died on a different day from a different cause. Nevertheless, the loss of Merle’s father deeply affected every part of his life from then on, for better or worse. And as a teenager without a paternal influence, that often shook out to be worse.

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After Merle Haggard’s father died, his mother had to start pulling longer hours to support the family. With plenty of unsupervised time and an angst that only a child who lost a parent too young can feel, Haggard started acting out in and outside of school. These reckless antics landed him in juvenile detention centers until he was of age to be sent to actual prison, which he was.

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Haggard had already begun playing local nightclubs before his stint in prison, and after he was released from San Quentin in 1960, he picked back up where he left off. By 1966, he landed his first No. 1 hit with “I’m a Lonesome Fugitive”. Haggard was a bona fide country legend by the following decade, having finally achieved the dream that his late father had always wanted but could never pursue while providing for his family.

Still, Haggard never quite got over his loss. “There are times now when it’s hard to remember the exact sound of his voice, but his face is as clear in my mind as it ever was,” he later said of his father. “Sometimes, it’s like he never left me at all. I’m no longer feeling that anger I used to feel because he’d left me.”

Anger, no, but general discomfort, yes. “There is a restlessness in my soul that I’ve never conquered, not with motion, marriages, or meaning,” Haggard said. “[It’s] still there to a degree. And it will be till the day I die.”

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Merle Haggard’s childhood was becoming increasingly chaotic when something entered his life that would eventually change everything: a guitar. His older brother Lowell gave him one when Merle was around 12. Merle began teaching himself, absorbing the records and styles of country heroes such as Bob Wills, Lefty Frizzell and Hank Williams. There were no expensive lessons preparing him for Nashville. There was simply a troubled California kid listening closely and learning how another man’s sadness could live inside a melody. Merle would still make plenty of mistakes. Music didn’t instantly rescue him from running away, juvenile detention or eventually prison. But the guitar remained. Years later, millions would recognize Merle’s voice within seconds. Perhaps that’s because he wasn’t merely learning how to sing songs as a boy. He was slowly learning how to tell the truth about his own life.

Merle Haggard rarely needed to invent heartbreak. He had known it since childhood. In 1946, when Merle was only nine years old, his father, James Haggard, died following a stroke. For a boy who deeply needed his father’s presence, the loss became a turning point. His mother, Flossie, worked to support the family. Merle, meanwhile, became increasingly restless. He skipped school, ran away, got into trouble, and began a long journey through juvenile institutions that eventually led somewhere far darker. Looking back at his life, it is difficult not to see that nine-year-old boy behind many of the adult Merle Haggard’s songs. People later called him a rebel, an outlaw and a survivor. But before any of those labels existed, there was simply a grieving boy who had lost his dad—and never seemed to completely outrun that loss.

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